Life keeps playing a game with me over and over

I don't know why life keeps doing this to me. For a change, I like someone, and everything else was starting to get so much fun. And now how things have changed. I keep asking myself, was that all real ? or just a long play for a short time ? Its sad how things are and hurts from deep down, how I felt and how I feel now. The whole thing is just basically sad.

I find myself, feeling okay at time, sometimes so low. I was happy thinking with the beginning of Spring, so many flowers blooming outside in the trees and plants. There is something nice blooming too, but it may have been just a wish and dream, maybe things were never meant to be. Again, coming back to thinking about things, the same word 'sad' comes to my mind and heart.

Today I got my workout done by 11am, and I am glad about that. I have learned some things by going over this course too. No matter what, there is a sense of sadness, loneliness sorta bothering me deep inside. Weekend comes and goes, its normal, its just like any other day.

People plan so much things to do with friends and family, here I am writing this sad entry. I find myself sometimes this way and today is that one day. Weekend is here, with how things have been, it doesn't matter whether its any weekday or a weekend. Hopefully something positive will happen soon.

At least I hung out with a friend and then we did our nails. I am not a Sally Hansen fan but this color is beautiful.

Love Rocks by Sally Hansen