Wednesday, October 28, 2020

Mohani nakha: and my week off

The festival started and gone too. Three days, I cooked different dishes, the best part was Rasbari dessert, turned out very well. There is some improvement to make and that is for next time. 

Kuchi bhoye, celebrated with Sonnet and his friends. It was nice to see all of them. Syaku-tyaku next day was just at home. Then the following day, Tika was nice. I had Ansa family, Nolan cha chak-chakey was so fun along with Logan. I was finally able to hold him and rock him to sleep. Poor baby, couldn't fall asleep maybe due to change in home. Overall, it was a nice Mohani Nakha. 

And here I am typing and posting some pictures of food. Rasbari on the left and Syaku-tyaku bhoye on the right. Now, Swont nakha: is next in November.




Tuesday, October 13, 2020

Frustration leads to an anger

I mean there are positive things too but, also need to use a lot of energy on explaining little, and very simple things which one should know as an adult. I don't mind teaching but, when it comes down to writing one line email, "how to address, how to end", frustrates me. Not knowing whether to use 'I' capital or small is just simply not acceptable. And by the way, 'Thank you" is a two word not one. 

Trying to explain practical things about life, every single little thing, which parents were supposed to teach. For an adult who has done everything on self effort, learning, teaching oneself and many things, its hard having to teach, explain to an adult all these simple things. As I wrote earlier, somethings are just really unacceptable for an adult to not know. 

Frustrates the heck out of me, unfortunately sometimes feeling of being trapped, stuck and helpless, sleepless. These are not a very good feelings, needing a companion but, stuck with a project which needs a lot of work.

When a person goes to print, you need to ask the price. You need to look at the papers which you are going to print upfront. After printing, you need to look at what you printed, whether everything is there and you need to remember to bring everything that you printed along with an external drive if you took one. These are the simplest things, having to explain these are painful. Head hurts, it hurts more when one doesn't admit their weakness or fault and learn from it.