Why can't I get out ?

From Software Test to Automation Framework, now things seem to have changed. No more Automation, that's bothering me quite a bit.  Seriously, I need to work smart and hard on getting out by learning new things. 

Boston here, I am coming to see you.

Price hunting, price watching, searching, etc etc, seriously I was of it. So, I decided to purchase even though it was higher than what I wanted to pay. I woke up this morning, checked the price, sure thing, it had gone up, good thing I purchased last night.

I decided to check the price again late afternoon, and saw something, made a call and bingo, I did good. Now, its all about waiting for it to show up in my account. It's time to start planning, packing and hope everything goes well flight and weather wise that is. It will be a good way to freshen up.

Black Sunday, well there isn't really one

So, last day of the long weekend, and I slept in a bit today too. After having breakfast, did here and there stuff, cleaning a bit, cooking etc etc. Around 1 pm or so, I went to the K Mall this time. I found bunch of stuff, well that's what I thought. I tried on, only the first top I tried on, I was in love with, rest were useless stuff. I went there to buy a dress for a little girl, and I found, so I am happy.

I bought few stuff today, a top I purchased, color is awesome in real.

Pink Republic

Rialto Coralynn Slouchy Boots

Black Saturday I guess is today

Oh boy what did I do today. Let me remember my day, oh yeah I went to the R Mall, disappointed at Macys, hung out for a little bit looking for dress and came home. After having lunch, headed out to the S Mall. Well, same story there, whatever I tried out, didn't work. Instead came home with the matching pair of ear rings, now which I need to return, both necklace and ear rings.

I had my dinner, then again stayed up in the internet, watched another Korean movie "How to Keep My Love", it was a very nice movie. Then I talked to a friend and family. Soon, it was pretty late for bed.

Black Friday today...

Its the second day of the long weekend for me, I slept in a bit. I talked to mom dad, had breakfast and it was time to head outside to buy a pair of boots. I made a stop at DSW and I found the pair, and I am loving it.

Not Rated Double Dip Boots

Now I have an eye on another pair, its from Union Bay, is called 

Rachel Tall Slouch Boot

After buying the shoes, came home to relax. I ended up standing for the next  two hours, making Momo, yummy. I was just about to head out to the Macys, that's when I received the text from Pat, so it was time for Uptown. I had an awful drink at the restaurant,. We stayed there, talked, joked almost for two hours. Then w\for dinner, we headed to the Thai restaurant for dinner. I wasn't quite hungry, so had some light fresh spring rolls. And afterwards came home, and the day is over. 

Jermany today

No plans for the day, no where to go, so I decided to make the day enjoyable alone. I basked in the sun, it was beautiful and warm at least inside, made momo, watched Korean movies, and the was over. I talked to my family and that's all about today. I did a lot of search online to check out boots...

Suffering from this little things...

I never thought I would ever write about something like this, well I am writing now. These sores are so painful, that has taken over me, I feel sluggish, and can't eat, swallow without hurting.

The plan to fly out

Here I am, watching tv, in front of my laptop as always, thinking about different stuff, life, ticket to DFW etc etc. I have already had 2 glasses of Beringer's White Merlot, after a really long time. I hope to get some good sleep tonight, which I need really badly.

There are a lot of things in my mind, I can't stop thinking of all those different things.

Reason, I don’t know why. I guess sometimes you don't really know why you think what you think. It just happens and keep happening no matter what. Its just a part of life, I am a bit pissed at Spirit airlines. I was watching for a flight and the price went up by $30+ I am like, wth, leave the price to yesterday's and I can buy it . 

That Saturday I left till the day today, Saturday I am leaving.

I am leaving my beautiful motherland again. Its emotional feeling to leave home which is my real home for almost two decades. Going back to a place where I became an adult. I made myself learn more about life, survival, struggle being independent etc. No matter what someone says my motherland is the greatest in the world.

Listening to ching chang left and right. It don't understand how much they can do ching chang. Waiting for my next flight, its only 12.40 hours long. :)

On my way, I am hoping the flight will be nice and soon will be in MSP where I have made home for the past decade. I have few things to take care after reaching. I met everyone I wanted to meet and promised to meet where I was home. I went and did pretty much everything I wanted to as well. It was a very nice to be home even for this short time.

Event with different things in mind, ups and downs in mind I had great time. Only thing is would have been nic to hang out four of us with all their family. Next time I guess.

Life's unusual circumstances and the unexpected things. Yet, when you meet your family and friends, you get this satisfaction which you don't from anything. Its why having a family and friends, who you love and care about are very important in life.

Getting back to life's unusual circumstances, it makes you do a lot of things, teaches you a lot of things, and every good and bad things. At least in my case, it makes me more mature and stronger everyday. Increases a desire to want to do more and more good things in life for myself, family, friends and the world.

There is not a whole lot in my mind beautiful to write though......
That reminds me my blog turned nine years old this week unfortunately, it will come down in a month. I have yet to figure out to run this new blog properly. This week, it will be busy jet lag, work, getting ready for the interview. I am hoping to do my best and grab this opportunity. I see a lot of potential and career growth for me.

Change in my thought process....

I am starting to feel tired, headache a bit because of tiredness and these people talking too much. I am making my fingers write everything it wants to. The words are not completely making sense but I am still writing. I feel so great, I get a great sleep when I am home .On the other hand, the moment I think or thought about home away from home, I lose my sleep, stress hovers around me and then everything changes. 

Mind is full of thoughts, this and that.

Its strange how mind works. A small part of me is somewhat sad in someway. Is it because I am feel alone or is it because I am feeling lazy, sleepy, hungry and zero workout. Definitely I am feeling bored and missing having both brothers together along with Rencha. There is a different excitement when I was here here last. I have no such thing, I am only worried with weight, life, different stuff, everything altogether.

The journey started from MSP airport to LAX.

I reached airport on time, thanks to my friend Mel. The check-in was smooth and so the security. Its the second time, I got the TSA pre-security line. After passing the security, headed to the Gate. Before that I decided to make few phone calls to Nhas cha, Seerja bhauju and Shailee. After that it was time for the Gate.

I used the waiting time to read some news. Good use of time then it was time to board. Boarded fine, the flight was okay except the person next to me. Now here I am waiting in LAX at the gate. Many things in my mind. Past, present thinking about future all. I need a good flight, restful sleep and some tasty food for which I have to reach home.

Different thoughts keep coming and going. That is what thoughts do I think. Have they not been around, I wonder what would happen. How would anything happen ? Thought is all what makes things possible. Moments ago, I stopped by the Guess store, the interesting, beautiful purse was just inexplicable and  HOT. The price tag for it was even HOTTER. $2000. And the salesgirl told me, its worth it. It was pure leather, beautiful color, unique style. But, $2K is extreme amount that I can't afford. I will need to stay hungry for the rest of the year, haha....

Around flight time to Guangzhou
I was getting hungry and started looking for places to eat. I thought of Panda Express, stayed in line for 15 minutes, only to find out everything is cooked with chicken. It was getting time for flight from LAX. Then I saw these weird things and started people watching. The double decker plane and the longest 14.5 hours flight of this journey.

I thought the first thing I talked about as Honesty, being clear, not hiding things.

After yesterday, that one thing sorta made me feel disappointed. I am not sure I am overreacting but it feels right to me to feel this way. I can't stop feeling how I am feeling. I have been on this path before even thought how many times, I mentioned about HONESTY, open communication. It finally felt and proved that it didn't mean squat.

It has taken a long time to heal from the pain and I do not feel and want to be in that boat again. I think you are looking for different things. I am looking for seriousness, honesty. You are not giving me an idea like that at all. With this many words, basically I want to say I am disappointed. I feel bad deep down. I was starting to feel happy now its all gone.

My blog, my friend, sometimes feel like even more than that, is now going away after nine year.

In December, my long time friend will be taken away from me soon. I have been writing about everything in there for the past nine years. Now, trying to get it started here in the new spot and it has not been very easy.

I hope to keep my writing habit going.

Moving my blog from UThink to Blogpost

http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/
I thought my UThink blog will keep going, I guess almost time for its end as indicated by U.

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