Today I woke up with a bad dream, made me feel strange and feltl like, reminded me of something missing in life. Sadly, the exciting thing seems to have died, I don't feel excited about anything anymore. Thinking about things, at times makes me drop tears, feel low, how these few weeks have changed things in life.
Regardless of how I am feeling, I am making every effort to get to the gym. I don't have much interest to cook or eat either, but workout for sure I do. Today was a Tabata Workout, it was a good. With my aching knee, I wanted to do a low impact stuff and I was able to.
I came home after the class, took shower and ate something. As the time passed, I started feeling a bit frustrated and low maybe. I talked to you and that just didn't help. I started thinking how things have changed, how much exciting those days were, we were happy, joking, teasing and now there's nothing like that left anymore. Within a few months, we went from exciting, happy stuff to now this way.
I still hope things will turn in the right direction and everything will all be alright. Life maybe showing you the hard time separately.
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