The day the unusual thing happened. I saw few things happening. I am a big believer on everything happens for a reason. I thought, that unusual thing was going to give us more time to spend together. I also thought, life is telling me, spend quality time together, learn more about each other and such.
I was excited thinking about all those things. Within a week of that unsual thing, you told me something, something that I had never thought you would do. The whole time, we talked about, you kept saying, 'I don't do those. If I wanted to, I would have done that long time ago'. I truly believed on you. After what you said, it made me feel sad, it took away my sleep for days, I got emotional so many times too.
The day you left, omg I don't know how I felt. On top of that, you didn't write the whole day, I felt ignored. I am not sure how you were feeling so I can't say much on that. I hope you thought about me and us before you decided that.
When I told my family about us, they were happy, they saw its going to happen this year. Now, after many weeks later, I feel sad. You are missing in action for over two weeks now and that has made me feel very disrespected. At times, it feels so bad, I can't get this thing out of my mind. I know I should just forget it thinking may be a fling, as Nhas cha said, 'relationship rebound'. I really had enjoyed things together, I had dreamed so much things together. Today I am disappointed, I feel heartbroken.
Again, everything happens for a reason, and I hope this thing didn't happen. I hope it had worked out nicely as I had thought. I really saw this working so well. Life has told me today, no matter how nice you are, no matter how much comrpromise you do, some things just happens in life to just hurt you, hurt you over and over.
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