Its another Friday, where I don't have much plans

Oh well, I had a plan, nothing spectacular though. I had a plan t walk with my friend which was awesome, we walked, we sat down for few minutes and talked, it was nice.

My evening plan was to go shopping and check out some new clothes and shoes. I bought a Yellow sweater, that's about it. I saw the Guess shoes and didn't find the size. I didn't want to go to Rosedale Mall to get it, just too far away for that time. However I purchased a sweater from Notations.

Sweater with scary by Notations

Today, I messaged few of my friends, whom I haven't had any communications for months. They had new news and I am happy for them. I wish I also had something nice and exciting to share with them. Unfortunately, I don't seem to have anything to share anymore. Life is just being so unfair with me, feels like.

Are the good things ever going to happen to me ? Is it ever going to happen to me ? The thoughts come and go, how I feel bad about what happened. I have stopped asking why me always. It just feels bad overall. Trust, respect, love down the gutter. The emotional investment, the investment to learn about person, all those priceless investments. Sometimes I wish, I could go back and save those investments.

Somedays feels like hope is lost. I know HOPE is still there, I am living everyday and every second hoping, good things will happen to me too. Hopefully soon, its getting very tiring now.