I had a dream, I had plans and I had wishes, how this would be. I knew about the challenges but that seems like nothing right at this moment. I can't believe how this has turned out to be. It seems like, things always seem to be this way for me. Although people might say, that's how one feels when it happens with them.
This seems to be an neverending thing in my case. I had thought finally things are turning in a right direction in my life, that's when it reversed or I don't know which direction it has gone. I don't think things have to be this way, this is very abnormal. I can talk about it, be sad, do everything but you need two hands to clap. One hand can't make that happen. Maybe I am wrong but I don't see the right thing to do other than that one thing.
I am a fighter but pointless fighting alone. Things do not seem to get better but worse everyday or maybe I am overthinking it. I am not sure about anything anymore. This life needs to take a turn into a right direction soon. I am exhausted. Change is inevitable and this is just a state. But this is one of the most umpleasant state, that's how I feel.
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